Hey why are you in he hospital??
failed suicide attempt
It would be kinda nice if the people I considered my best irl friends asked me how I’m doing while being hospitalized
Or maybe start a conversation with me once in a while to distract me from this shit instead of just completely ignoring me?
I know I’m being selfish
But I really need them to show they at least care about me right now.
…I doubt my school friends even noticed I was gone the past week
Maybe my mom was right when she said they were all just using me
Nope bcus I suck
I don’t even cosplay anymore since I have no one to do it with tbh
Sorry bae unu
I started working on the kill la kill berserk mode Senketsu cosplay for acen I am so excited but I’m worried there will be multiple berserk mode cosplays ksjxjioj
ever wonder how different your life would be if that one thing never happened
depression is when you don’t really care about anything
anxiety is when you care too much about everything
and having both is just like whatHaving both is staying in bed because you don’t want to go to school and then panicking because you don’t want to fail. Having both is wanting to go see your friends so you don’t lose them all, then staying home in bed because you don’t want to make the effort. Having both is insanely hard and sucks to deal with.
I love calling people nerds even though I’m the actual fucking nerd.
"I fuckin hate nerds" I whisper as i walk around a convention in full cosplay