masqverades:

do you ever get so disgusted with yourself, like you can not believe how stupid and thoughtless you are and it’s so frustrating because you keep telling yourself that you’ll do better next time but then next time rolls around and the same thing keeps happening and you end up in this pattern of mediocrity. 

(Source: clavacles)

Anonymous sent:

Hey why are you in he hospital??

failed suicide attempt

unbrokenable:

The nicest people always get treated like shit.

tags:
#Kicoma rants

It would be kinda nice if the people I considered my best irl friends asked me how I’m doing while being hospitalized
Or maybe start a conversation with me once in a while to distract me from this shit instead of just completely ignoring me?
I mean
I know I’m being selfish
But I really need them to show they at least care about me right now.
…I doubt my school friends even noticed I was gone the past week

Maybe my mom was right when she said they were all just using me

Anonymous sent:

HIIIII!!! Do you have a page for your cosplay?

Nope bcus I suck
I don’t even cosplay anymore since I have no one to do it with tbh
Sorry bae unu

tags:
#Kicoma talks

I started working on the kill la kill berserk mode Senketsu cosplay for acen I am so excited but I’m worried there will be multiple berserk mode cosplays ksjxjioj

definited:

ever wonder how different your life would be if that one thing never happened

human:

DONT DROP THAT GPA, AYYE! DONT DROP THAT GPA

cantstop-love:

scvlptures:

depression is when you don’t really care about anything

anxiety is when you care too much about everything

and having both is just like what

Having both is staying in bed because you don’t want to go to school and then panicking because you don’t want to fail. Having both is wanting to go see your friends so you don’t lose them all, then staying home in bed because you don’t want to make the effort. Having both is insanely hard and sucks to deal with.

queenofdorite:

phawxx:

I love calling people nerds even though I’m the actual fucking nerd.

"I fuckin hate nerds" I whisper as i walk around a convention in full cosplay